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Claudine Notacat's avatar

I loved reading this!

Believe it or not, I’d never heard that Carrie Underwood song before. I can see why people love it. It’s good!

One thing I think about sometimes is the education I received. I grew up in a time & place with excellent, well-funded public schools. And so I received an education that prepared me to love, for example, classical music. In elementary school every kid got the opportunity to learn an instrument, and if your family was poor (like mine was), the school system found a way to get an flute or trombone or whatever into your hands even if you couldn’t afford one.

I played violin, and later switched to viola, and kept playing well into adulthood.

Experiencing this music *from the inside,* sitting in the middle of the orchestra, hearing it all around you, being part of this temporary superorganism that recreates the music live, has been one of the superlative experiences of my life. I consider myself so so lucky to have had the opportunity to do so.

But so that leads to your question... what is the point?

I don’t know. For me, the point has been in the experience of it, the joy of the aesthetic experience that unites, as you put it, the mind and the heart and the spirit. The intellectual puzzle that is also an object of extraordinary beauty and meaning.

What’s the larger reason or benefit though? I mean, I know there are very good arguments to be made for having a well-educated citizenry. But I also wonder whether there is (or was) a tacit agreement that this capacity to experience is valuable in itself, that the potential for this kind of joy is worth cultivating as a thing in itself to be passed on, a gift or inheritance.

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T. Benjamin White's avatar

Once, about ten years ago, I took a solo trip to France. I decided to visit a museum, because I was in France and it seemed like the thing to do. I'd never been big on museums -- didn't hate them, but I went to many against my will as a kid and so hadn't really sought them out as an adult.

Anyways, this musem was something like ten stories tall, maybe more, and it was arranged chronologically from the ground up. So the basement was all archeological artifacts, then for at least five or six stories you were immersed in still lifes and portraits, each of them trying their hardest to be photorealistic. I always took art electives throughout high school (and a couple in college), and I knew from experience how hard painting was, so I could appreciate the effort. But the experience wasn't going any further than that.

Until Van Gogh. After floors and floors, probably hours spent looking at muted bowls of fruit, I turned a corner and came face to face with color. I don't remember which Van Gogh was first, and it doesn't matter. All that mattered was that, in that moment, it was like I had never experienced color before in my life. It's not just that it was so vivid, or that I finally understood on a deep level why Van Gogh was so influential (though both of those were true); it was simply a sublime aesthetic experience, in a way that I have rarely experienced with any art, and one that was dependent upon the circumstances.

Thanks for writing this essay and bringing that experience to mind. I don't think I did justice putting it into words, but maybe I'll try again another time.

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