Finally realized why I have this lingering sense that I'm waiting for something...

Without a 9-to-5 job or any exciting events in my life, I've been forced to fall back on sharing emotional intimacies with near-strangers in order to get conversations going. As a result, I was talking to an acquaintance a few days ago about life, and I was saying, "Everything is great. But I just have this persistent feeling like I'm waiting for someth…